“And Joshua said unto all the people [of Israel], … choose you this day whom ye will serve; … but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord” (Joshua 24:2, 15)

“And Joshua said unto all the people [of Israel], … choose you this day whom ye will serve; … but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord” (Joshua 24:2, 15)

Why do I feel compelled to help others learn what I have learned? Most people don’t like it, I am made fun of or avoided, I have even lost family members over it. I don’t want fame, acknowledgements, recognition or any like compliments, I just want others to know what I have learned. Maybe it is because I see information and knowledge as my obligation to share with those who have ears to hear and eyes to see. Maybe it is because instead of being “cool” or “popular” I value you knowing the truth more than my own preservation or social status. Feeling compelled to do something which is for the good of others seems to always come with a price, a price I am willing to pay.

John 15:19 comes to mind… “If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you.”

Some people think I place myself above them because I proclaim to know something different than what they know to be true. I do not, in my eyes we are all equal, we are just on different planes of existence. If that is perceived that I think I am better than someone else because of what I know they are in grave error. Only a pompous arrogant jerk would do that, those who really know me know otherwise. Those who know me only by Facebook see a slanted view of who I am and what I am about. I use Facebook as a forum to help those who are searching for truth in all it’s many forms. It seems that is misinterpreted as me being an angry dark conspiracy theorist that doesn’t have anything better to do than tear down anything governmental organizations or politicians do or say. That I live in this really sad world where everyone is out to get me, or that I am a paranoid schizophrenic. Sure I can see how an uneducated mind numbed product of the system could think that. I can see that people that don’t want to take the red pill and want to stay in their dull-eyed world to continue eating their contaminated food for their own “comfort”. I can see the vast amounts of ignorance that our society is riddled with that blinds them from seeing clearly what is right in front of their face. I don’t have those obstructions any longer, they are cast off and I CHOOSE to see the reality that is really there. The reality is that those in power today, for the most part, are and have been for some time, designing a system that is about control, power, domination and greed, this is reality, this is what very few people are willing to allow themselves to see. If you are one of them that cannot see, I invite you to peel back the layers of disguised frosting and see clearly. I invite you to do your own unbiased research and wherever the rabbit hole takes you, you accept it, and keep going into it.


This picture was taken on I-15 on the road from Utah to California (I can’t remember a more accurate description of where but it is on the southbound side). It reminded me of what I hope all of us can become; aware of good and evil designs, aware of those who want to make things better and those who want to control and take, aware of our own true selves. I believe we are all here learning who we really are, not hum-drumming along wherever life takes us. I am building a site at awaredate.com and I hope you can be listed as someone who is aware.

I have no plans to force my gained knowledge on anyone, no desire to “make” someone listen to me, I only am looking for those who want to know who is behind the curtain pulling the strings. The question, “Why are we here?” is one of the top questions of mankind of all ages. Why Why Why. To me and many others we know, the why is clear and easily understood. For others that still question this, I understand your quandary and can relate as once I didn’t know either. I cannot tell you why no matter the amount of conviction I convey the message, you have to learn for yourself, in your own “progression” time frame. Every instance is personal, relative and unique and has to happen the right way,”precept upon precept; line upon line, line upon line; here a little,and there a little” Isaiah 28:13. If we learn things before the time is right it never seems to work out quite right. This is the lonely road I travel, with only a few companions along the way that are willing to listen to the ramblings of someone who has clarity, discernment and wants only good to come out of everything. I am grateful for those who are willing to listen and learn and put aside their decades of erroneous information gathering and see what is really right in front of our eyes. I have never claimed or will I ever claim to know everything, that is not what I am implying. Nor am I implying that I claim to know everything about everything, that is ridiculous.  I simply have learned how this world has worked for the past 6000+ years and I feel compelled to share it. Any claim made is of my own opinion and I welcome any and all feedback, new information, and truth, absolute truth. I may not agree with what you say, but I’ll listen to it and thank you for your time as long as it is not attacking, name calling or abusive in nature. I welcome intellectual conversations not ignorant fighting of words. Time is ultimately all we have in this world for beyond this world, time is of little or no significance and is irrelevant. One day we will have the opportunity to learn the great hidden truths reserved for our next estate. Some people call this enlightenment however it is an earned progression allowed and ordained by God in His priesthood.

Today I had to let a brother go, no longer can I share what I learn with him or most of my family for that matter as most of them are not willing to listen or entertain others opinions if it contradicts what they currently understand. He sent an immensely scathing and offensive letter over Facebook email which showed his true colors and they are black as purgatory and nasty as adulterous sin. I was accused of shunning those who don’t share my same opinions or beliefs. He is right according to his understanding and relative perception, however it isn’t called shunning, it is called, “Choosing who I associate with”. Webster’s Dictionary describes Shun as: “to avoid deliberately and especially habitually”. So I suppose I do shun, I shun a heck of a lot! I mean really, lets get real, why in the world would I want to associate with people who talk about me so horribly? Who laugh at everything I know to be true! Exactly, I don’t, and I don’t have to and if it is called shunning then so be it. To me shunning is a religious observance from the Amish. I see it as just something he can call me to try to get under my skin or to make himself feel better about his choices. A chip off the old maternal block he is. It is pretty hilarious when you think about it. They are all part of a religion that embraces truth but when truth is shown to them they mock it and want to shoot or belittle the messenger, pretty ironic I think. He has always been a lost troubled soul. I can’t really blame him though, if you knew our parents you would understand why  my siblings and I turned out the way we did. Actually I am the anomaly, how did I not get lost in their crazy mentally unstable realities? Maybe it is because I am the oldest so I got the heck out of dodge the first chance I had. I am eternally grateful for my grandparents who truly saved me from an entire lifetime of self inflicted pain and misery. I consider them my other parents who taught me correct good and honorable principles to live by. Thank you Grandma and Grandpa. So brother, goodbye, so long, fare well, I wish you a lifetime of happiness in your self-absorbed world.

I suppose there are a lot of benefits being a lone gunman of sorts. No committee to run things by, nobody to argue with (well except for the times my myself and I have disagreements), you are on the same path or have the same goal as everyone else, nobody can really silence you, meals and travel is cheaper and I always come to the same conclusion with myself. I am not completely alone though. I have my beautiful wife who loves me and can understand my findings and actually agrees with me much of the time. I have a few friends who are like minded and have been awake for some time. There are authors and literary giants who share my same beliefs and have written about similar circumstances. I have a Father in Heaven who backs me up all the time and listens and answers my prayers when I am humble enough to listen. And of course my master Jesus Christ who is the greatest example of a truth teacher and seeker in all of history. Even Satan himself tries to interfere with my quest for truth, I could really do without his misleading “assistance” in anything. That evil slithering servant of himself, the ultimate tempter and his minions trying to pull the wool over all our eyes which they have done very successfully for a very long time.

I believe now is the great prophesied awakening where people of all types and walks will seek and find absolute truth, not just a version of truth but truth that is absolute, unchangeable and pure and from a single source. I am continually learning these absolute truths from sources that are all around us. The majority of religions on this planet have some form of truth whether it be absolute or part of an absolute truth, they cannot all be right or there would be no absolute truth, there can be only one. How can one find the “one”? By asking Heavenly Father which one it is and submitting our will to Him. He has given all the answers in the Gospel of Jesus Christ but we have to be willing to learn whatever it is He wants us to learn, in his time frame, not ours. We are all here for a purpose, not by just some random event, a purpose. To help and uplift others, to learn how to master this meat suit called a body we are wearing in our spirits, to remember what we once already knew to be true and progress and evolve through true evolution of consciousness.

I don’t ask you to believe anything I say, I only ask you to find out for yourself, through your own methods the truth will reveal itself in all things if you ask the correct source. Satan and his minions also have vast amounts of knowledge but their end game is to deceive and entrap you and make you believe the God does not exist or his laws are not necessary to progress.

I do this with love and share it with you with the same spirit love and compassion and bid you a wonderful day.